fuck! my apartment is crazy tidy,'ll just scrubbing of the floors and washing dishes is left! then I'm DONE!
I must plan for survival
I was so cheerful last night and then mia came and destroyed everything clean and unspoiled
I hate to be mia, Why am I unable to be ordinary? I had things I needed to do today as school work and other important things, but no, now I will take laxatives, put on my workout clothes, clean the house until perfection appear before me, while I am dancing to rudely loud music and after that I go to the gym and stay there until can bear to move, then I’ll drink an energy drink and run back home.
thanks mia, for this wonderful day, you fucking whore! I hate you with all my heart.
cutting my nails. scratches in the throat.
Mia is looking at me. boyfriend will be mad at me, I will be mad at me.
laxation today and several hours of exercise.
liquid diet 200 kcal / day is valid until Thursday.
with a minimum of 2 hours exercise / day
calories for next week:
200 Monday-Wednesday
500 Thursday
300 Friday
200 Saturday
300 Sunday
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sv: Åh jaha, ledsen jag visste inte det. Då förstår jag att du är väl medveten ... Men en sjukdom går ju tyvärr inte bara att bli av med över en natt :(
Var stark tjejen <3